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2nd April, 2002. 7:28 pm. my mom...

So I had my first day of class today. I attended all three of my lectures, even my morning one. But because each lecture is spaced out with an hour and a half break inbetween each, I had to stay on campus the whole day. It was quite fun, besides that I was freezing! I had lunch with some random girl in my class. We met last quarter, but never really talked. Just bumped into each other and decided to eat together. Kinda neat. We had to reintroduce ourselves since we forgot. Anyway, it was a good day today. I'm feeling motivated for my classes.

So after HA meeting, my mom calls me. She was asking how I was doing and making sure that I'm happy again. She's so funny though... our conversation went sorta like this:
Mom: "So did you talk to Jonathan?"
Me: "Yes..."
Mom: "When?"
Me: "Last night, today..."
Mom: "Are you guys better?"
Me: "There was nothing wrong to begin with! We're happy. I was sad cuz I had to move back to school, but now that I'm back, things are cool."
Mom: "That's good. You have to be happy, or else Jonathan will think you're upset with him and that you guys aren't compatible or something. You have a heavy course load, so just be happy and get through them. You don't have time to be sad..." bla bla
It's very cute that she's concerned and all, but when she started lecturing in the end, I was very close to getting annoyed and letting it have a negative effect on me. It was so close to unmotivating me... I don't like to be told what to do. So I had to remind myself to just chill and let her talk and not really let it effect me. I felt it draining my motivation too! So good thing I realized it before it drained me of the little motivation I found.

Current mood: hungry.

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