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7th October, 2001. 3:39 pm. What a night...

Alpha Phi Presents yesterday went rather well. Too bad I had no idea we could bring our boyfriends! No one brought boyfriends last year, so I just assumed the same this year. I figure it was just parents and alumnae. So many brought their boyfriends... darn. Oh well, it would've been nice to bring Jonathan and show him a little about Alpha Phi. It was also cute cuz we have a legacy in our new class, but I had no idea that her grandmother and mother were both Alpha Phi! It was so cute to see three generations of Alpha Phi there... and grandma had her pin on too. Cuteness!

So on to the good stuff... Sir's birthday party. We got there early... like the 4th and 5th guest. We watched TV as more people came. We also ate first, so by the time the crowd came and ate, we were done. Anyway, things were going well and we were having fun. Then Julie came... the EX. It was weird only because I wasn't sure how I should act. Would she rather be friendly or would she rather for us to just ignore each other? If she wanted to just pretend I didn't exist, then I didn't want to feel stupid if I was nice to her and she ignored me. So through out the night, we just did our own thing. However, at the end of the night, we exchanged a few words, but it was very dry on her part. We were on our way out, and she asked Jonathan something, so I wasn't sure if I should leave them to talk, or smile and be apart too. I just stood off to the side in case they were discussing something I shouldn't hear. Then, when we were about to leave, we wanted to say "bye" to Sir, so I asked, "Did Sir go to sleep already?" and she just replied, "Don't worry about Sir." And turned away.

Leaving the party, I wish I had just talked to her or at least be more talkative. I wasn't sure how she was feeling, so I decided to just be low key. But now I regret it cuz that's not how I wanted it to end. No resolution or anything. Oh well... maybe I should've had a drink. hee hee... Oh well. I'm over it.

Today, Jonathan and I had a funny conversation. I know you're never suppose to talk about past partners and stuff with your significant other, but I decided to ask anyway. It's funny cuz we both started to share, and it was funny. No bad feelings or awkwardness. It even stirs up some pretty exciting... um... lets just leave it as that. heh heh

Current mood: jubilant.

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