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28th August, 2001. 2:08 am. parents...

I like being responsible for myself. Since my parents have been gone, I've been doing such a good job maintaining the house (like sweeping the floor, dishes, feeding the dog, washing their cars...) It's just like when I'm on my own in Irvine. Only sucks cuz my parents never see that responsible side of me. There's just something about my parents presence that makes me not wanna do anything. I think it's cuz they don't really give me the opportunity to be responsible, and when I am, it's just never good enough for them. Maybe that's why Steven's the way he is. My parents baby him too much, not giving him the chance to grow up. If I didn't move out, I'd be very babied too, even though I don't like it when they baby me (like cleaning my room, coking everything for me...) Don't get me wrong, I appreciate it very much, but I need some space and flexibility. I won't grow if they're not letting me be independent, and I think that's my brother's problem. Maybe the military won't be such a bad idea for him afterall. I just want him to be independent from my parents and me. I try to tell my parents that they just have to let him make his own decisions, even if they may not be the best ones... how else will he learn?!

Anyway, enough about my brother... So today, I took my very last ICS 21 lab exam and passed!!!! yippee! That means I only have my final this Friday to worry about. I'm glad I don't have to worry about retaking this lab exam cuz everyone's trying to make-up all their exams now (I'd hate to wait in line). This also means that this is my last week of summer! I move back on Friday... =( I got used to having Jonathan so near by and having such a stressless life.

I'm talking to my friend karen, who's also president of Alpha Phi. I'm so glad we're talking cuz I'm feeling much better about returning another year and going throught rush and all. It's great to have a venting partner! hee hee...

Current mood: relieved.

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