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13th August, 2001. 2:53 pm.

I'm so bad... I ditched today. I woke up late and would've been like 30 min late. I guess I could've went anyway, but just went back to sleep instead. I'm trying to break my ditching habbit. I need to be careful because I notice a trend... I'm REALLY good before MT time. Never ditching, keeping up with the reading, not procrastinating, etc. Then, I get lazy after MT, which is around 6th week and I have to force myself to go to class. By 7th, in this case, 8th week, I finally can't fight the urge to ditch. Usually, after that, it goes downhill. I figure, I ditched once and still hanging in, so hey... why go to class? Just have to make sure it doesn't happen again. And I really want to do well next year. It's been a long time since I've been on dean's list. =( Maybe next year... with 2 upper division physics courses though, we'll see. I'm all excited to take notes right now cuz I got a new notebook. Too bad I don't have any of the books. I would order them online (which I plan to do anyway) but I'm afraid if they change the book. Maybe I'll just e-mail my professor... yeah, that's what I should do! I'll do that after I finish this.

So I just talked to my mom right now on the phone. I told her I was lazy to go to class this morning cuz I had a stomache (feels like I'm in high school again). She started to make some drink for me that should make it feel better and giving me those chinese stinky oils. I feel bad cuz she did all this stuff so I could go to class, and I didn't go. What a bad daughter. Great... now I feel all crappy. I also hate ditching cuz I feel like I let Jonathan down. He doesn't say anything anymore because I told him in the past that I don't want him to remind me of my mother, but him not saying anything isn't any better either because now he's just not saying what he's feeling. I don't know what would be better though... any suggestions?

ooOOoo... my lil cousin Carrie always plays this neopets thing. I decided to try it for fun. The lil creatures are so cute! hee hee... I have two guys. One's pudgeeblob and the other is pudgeedinks. Follow the link to check out how cute they are!

Current mood: disappointed.

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