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3rd August, 2001. 2:05 am.

My sleeping schedule is getting all messed up again. I stayed up til 4 last night, woke up at 1 PM (since I didn't have to pick up Steven (my brother) today) and worst of all, I fell asleep from 7 PM to 9 PM! I was doing so well trying to maintain "normal" sleeping habits. I think I'm just normally nocturnal. Ever since I could remember, I never could fall asleep at night. No matter how much I try to have a "normal" sleeping habit, I can never keep it for long. When I was a kid, I said I was going to get a job where I can work at night so I can sleep during the day, but thinking of what I said now, that's not what I want either. I just think sleep is a waste of time; that's prolly why I'm such an insomniac. When I lay in bed, I keep thinking about what I need to do or something. I hate to think I waste 8 hrs on sleep (if I get 8 hrs). Yet, once I'm asleep, I hate waking up in the morning. I'm not the only one who feels this way, right? RIGHT?! =|

Current mood: hopeful.

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